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Hello my dear readers :) I bet some of you are guessing about what im going to say about next right ? Or some of you are just waiting for me to write another hate/discrimination post. Ahaha , no friend. I am now here going to talk about the most obvious topic someone would ever talk about which is ,

Love. It makes you do crazy things. Even when you're off guard

Regarding my last post, i have to admit that during the relationship i was in, i was willing to do anything for love. All of those (touching and stuff) , it was like a task to do for me to achieve love. It's stupid right ? But i mean , come on i'm pretty sure some of you have also had the same feeling i had during a relationship. You go far beyond everything for love. Even, even when you know what you're doing is wrong. Love makes you do everything regardless of whether its wrong or right , sane or insane or bad or good. It's because it's not really that easy to find it. It'll only come once in a blue moon. That is if you play your cards right :)

But the thing i dont get about love is , why cant the feeling just go away ? Why cant it be avoided ? Why cant we just ignore it ? Why cant we hate love ? Why does love exist anyway ? I guess its just because we cant trully find a replacement for it. I mean without love , life has no meaning . (to me lah or some people) Okay so even after a relationship , you tend to have the feeling of how hard it is to let go of the person you once loved right ? You'd still have the thought of "would we ever get back together ?" or "why did he/she leave me , i thought he/she loved me" or better yet , "why the **** am i doing this ? i still love him/her !" Not only that, love also makes think of the funny possibilities. Love also makes you hope for the better. Love makes people expect too much for life. Even when you know its all over and theres nothing you can do to get the feeling back ro theres nothing you can do to let go of the feeling. Some of you might be getting the hint on what im trying to say here right ? If some of you might not , let's just say its for a dear friend of mine :)

So , in the end , all of us have to find our own way to get out of love or try to find love. It doesnt matter. As long as YOU make yourself happy and not let anyone let you down on anything . Doesnt matter if its life, love , teenage angst etc. As long as , you think about what your benefitials in life are going to be and as long you feel good about yourself . Even after all the worng things youve done. Like they say , it's never too late to do anything for yourself , you just gotta be sure of what you're doing ;D

So till next time (:

p/s : this crossed out section is optional to read because im not sure if im really making any sence here.LOL. because im just saying whatever thats in my heart right now. and sorry for the cockyness of todays post. im just contemplating about something right now . Toodles.