Give In and Accept All

Okay ive come to my senses. And im here to only say that , Ive Given in and apologize . YES, APOLOGIZE
Even though i think what i did was appropriate and not wrong(about the post)

Even though i think what i did was appropriate and not wrong(about the post) But yes , i did it. And yet , I still dont feel confident about anything at all. I dont know why im doing this , but i think at least ive done my part. However I dont feel true to myself. Why is this ? WHY ? Sometimes I just wish we could plan out how our lives are suposed to be. I sound like i'm craping alot here , but to some of you who truly understand me . Just know that , i can be unpredictable towards the crazy decisions in life i do :/

Toodles ;(

Say.

Hello my dear readers :) I bet some of you are guessing about what im going to say about next right ? Or some of you are just waiting for me to write another hate/discrimination post. Ahaha , no friend. I am now here going to talk about the most obvious topic someone would ever talk about which is ,

Love. It makes you do crazy things. Even when you're off guard

Regarding my last post, i have to admit that during the relationship i was in, i was willing to do anything for love. All of those (touching and stuff) , it was like a task to do for me to achieve love. It's stupid right ? But i mean , come on i'm pretty sure some of you have also had the same feeling i had during a relationship. You go far beyond everything for love. Even, even when you know what you're doing is wrong. Love makes you do everything regardless of whether its wrong or right , sane or insane or bad or good. It's because it's not really that easy to find it. It'll only come once in a blue moon. That is if you play your cards right :)

But the thing i dont get about love is , why cant the feeling just go away ? Why cant it be avoided ? Why cant we just ignore it ? Why cant we hate love ? Why does love exist anyway ? I guess its just because we cant trully find a replacement for it. I mean without love , life has no meaning . (to me lah or some people) Okay so even after a relationship , you tend to have the feeling of how hard it is to let go of the person you once loved right ? You'd still have the thought of "would we ever get back together ?" or "why did he/she leave me , i thought he/she loved me" or better yet , "why the **** am i doing this ? i still love him/her !" Not only that, love also makes think of the funny possibilities. Love also makes you hope for the better. Love makes people expect too much for life. Even when you know its all over and theres nothing you can do to get the feeling back ro theres nothing you can do to let go of the feeling. Some of you might be getting the hint on what im trying to say here right ? If some of you might not , let's just say its for a dear friend of mine :)

So , in the end , all of us have to find our own way to get out of love or try to find love. It doesnt matter. As long as YOU make yourself happy and not let anyone let you down on anything . Doesnt matter if its life, love , teenage angst etc. As long as , you think about what your benefitials in life are going to be and as long you feel good about yourself . Even after all the worng things youve done. Like they say , it's never too late to do anything for yourself , you just gotta be sure of what you're doing ;D

So till next time (:

p/s : this crossed out section is optional to read because im not sure if im really making any sence here.LOL. because im just saying whatever thats in my heart right now. and sorry for the cockyness of todays post. im just contemplating about something right now . Toodles.

You No Good Scum.

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Labels of Love ♥

Okay so this is going to be a random post about designer labels and basically what i dream of having one day.

1. Louis Vuitton the Ursula

This little beauty only costs a mere $2,200 which is equivalent to RM7000 ++ 0_0 The special thing i like about this bag is cute little handle and the buckle just got me there ! So if anyone of you happen to pass by the Louis Vuitton outlet in Starhill gallery or in KLCC , think of me can ? XD.

-MORE COMMING -

:D'''''' (drools)

FINALLY . GAWH.

Here's what I got today :D

I guess today can be one of the happiest moment in my life yet again :') . REALLY. infact , i kinda almost cried .But i think the sad part is . we havent gotten our uniform yet -.-. and we're only gonna get it next year. and it'll either be blue or green. i really want it to be green because blue seems so elementary D:

So .. thats all for today i guess. I noticed that lately my posts have been rather short and simple nowadays. Maybe its because i have less fun things to talk about now or nothing exciting happened in my life so far :/
Oh yeah , another new thing is , i changed my email . Its no more punk_r0ck92@hotmail.com Now its sofia-shahir@hotmail.com ive made it more simple and serious now. Ive been a loooooooooooooong way since i created my first email which was galaxie_princess. AHAHAHHA. Thats sooo , 4th grade-ish.

w-r-o-n-g

i recently had a spelling competition in my school. really nothing though. just the usual if-you-spell-it-wrong kinda contest. ahaha. one thing i remember from the contest was my convo with veron. and she asked "so , are you gonna include this in your blog ? " "ahaha . i guess so." "ahhaa, and are you gonna include the part where im saying this to you ?" " LOLZ . might aswell. ahahha" so yeah . thats all . i just took the time to write that .
in other news, tomorrow is the day where i get my prefect name tag . whoop-te-deee.
i wonder who'll be head prefect ? hmmm.
Toodles ;p

A Players Oath.

hello fellow readers . I'd like to take my time off to write the most hated type of men hated by all women which are ,

Players ;(

So , are you wondering why of the sudden topic ? Well actually the purpose is to warn all the readers about NOT to pick any guy who is like this . I mean truth be told they are someone you dont want to spend pouring your heart to. Not even a single drop would be worth a man like this. To some of you who has already had experience with men like this, honestly i congratulate you. Yes, CONGRATULATIONS. Because now you know the details of a man like this and certainly you are not likely to make another mistake ever again. (Or so i hope)

To some of you who HAVENT, please be aware .

These men will not take you seriously and will not have full commitment to you at all in a relationship.Take me for example. What i know is all they want is some bed action because of their strong lust desires. Men like these are full of lust and will not care if you're not pretty enough or "good" enough for them. By meaning "good" is a coke bottle/spanish guitar body , bountiful boobs and slut qualities. Disgusting. Not only that , they're just waiting to open up your virginity to them and toss you over to another man. Meaning , treating you like a recyclable item. Ugh. My reason of posting this is not because i want your sympathy or not creating any intentions of ruining a man's dignity. (Although types like these really need it) But its just a safety measure to all you ladies out there who've not yet encountered anyone like this.

So please , do yourself a favour by not mixing into the wrong groups of people and do NOT just simply fall inlove with a guy who's just hot on the outside. Look whats within a man . Look beyond those normal looking faces . I know they're not pleasent to looks at , but its their heart that we want . Isnt it (: ?

Right now , i feel sorry for any girl who's handling a player. She doesnt know whats ahead of her.

Thats all for today . And this has been a special message from your poster ,

*Sofia