jealousy

have you ever had the though of being jealous ?

of course right ? i mean , who hasnt.

to tell you the truth. jealousy has finally arrived for me. for the very first time.

why ? because ... well i dont know how to say so i'll just explain it.

is it normal to feel abit jealous when a guy you love talks about his ex,

even though you know he wont get together with his ex again ?

i know some of you might be saying

"oh chill . its not like he likes her anymore"

but still ... i cant escape that jealous feeling.

and i have this scared feeling of her getting in the way .

or worse ... he might just consider to be with her again :

living a lie

heyy guys.

ok here's the deal, i have my own myspace faker! hahaha. not something to be proud of but. its cool i guess.

here's how i knew i had a faker.

one day , while i was online-ing.

Iylia Hakim sent me an im saying

Rocket Scientist says:
http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=121242185
Rocket Scientist says:
is this ur pic?

then i went to the profile. and saw my picture ! ahahah !

which was originally this

and now it has become this ...

she even put her own name there. pfft.

i guess thats all there is for today. this is really unepected. i cant wait till she accepts in myspace. because i really want to see how she looks like. until she just had to steal my picture. =D

feeling a tad bit of bangga-ness. XD

had it off my chest

hey there people. its been quite a while since ive updated.

but here's what happened so far.

today i went out with Iryan,Zawir, and Lydiya. I met Lydiya for the first time today . she's nicee.

anyhoo. i had fun today .

came to ou . and we watched The Eye which wasnt so scary at ALL -_-"

so then after we went out and ... jalan jalan i decided to go buy doughnuts. queued up at Big Apple with Iryan.

then after, we went to Burger King to lepakk.

so here's the thing.

me and iryan had a talk . and decided to get to know each other better .

because i think we rushed in to fast into getting into a relationship . we both agreed and became friends after that.

oh yeaa. then after i bought 2 hot knickers at topshop

wonderwoman and one grey thing.

coolio.

=D

sooner after that. the day ended by my mom picking me up .

hug hug hug. then went of.

i actually had a nice time today (:

a word a day .

(Choose)

1.	to select from a number of possibilities; pick by preference: She chose Sunday for her departure.

2.	to prefer or decide (to do something): He chose to run for election.

3.	to want; desire.

4.	(esp. in children's games) to contend with (an opponent) to decide, as by odd or even, who will do something: I'll choose you to see who gets to bat first.

–verb (used without object)

5.	to make a choice: She chose carefully.

6.	to be inclined: You may stay here, if you choose.

7.	(esp. in children's games) to decide, as by means of odd or even, who will do something: Let's choose to see who bats first.

whats lost is now found

Hey people. something happened today :(
i want you to take a good look at this :

she was missing and now is found !

our loveable amore is missing NO MORE !

she ran away AND CAME BACK.