Happy New Year !

Jom Pergi Curve People and Be Predictable. D:

Sorry.

Really REALLY sorry i havent been updating. Its because of work and because i seriously have nothing interesting to talk about lately.

So heres a quick update. Work , got paid ( XD ) , had a surprise party for a friend , and got in a huge dilemma, or should i say love triangle of sort ?

Other thant that , things seem quite alright. Although i cant wait for the New Year. Hope to be celebrating it with the ones i love . Which include family and who knows. Things CAN happen anytimes kan ? So i may be talking a little too much , so i'll stop here. Until next time ; D

p/s: if youre wondering , i am NOT abandoning my blog .

Miley Cyrus

Does anybody remember the hate post i did recently like earlier this year ? The one where i put a picture of a bunch of girls wearing school clothes? No ? Well whatever here's a similar post but to OTHER kinds of people in my school. But i think the ones im about to tell you are worse. Lets just cut to the chase.

For instance the CRAVEE for popularity; EVERYWHERE . Mamak stalls, malls , the playground , malls , myspace. You name it. So basically what they do is just flash themselves. Act like they're cool. And actually DRESS UP to go out to the mamak. I mean come one , its not like there a talent scout everywhere you go -.-" idiot.

So besides that , they want so much to get known by everyone. For examples , seniors. Even the ones who've finished school. It's so SICKENING to see this and im definately annoyed by it. Im not simply writing this because im jealous , its just thoughts lah. I would post pictures of them here but being the "safe" girl i am , i wont :/
AAAND , in every single FRIGGIN myspace picture they just HAAAAVEEE to pout. Its so unoriginal and tacky . Dont get me wrong , i pout to and so do my readers. But please dont go overboard until your lips are gonna fall out. To those , i know your lips are there okay ! Go get a boyfriend or something to pout with. Not the camera. Unless you're good looking/ pretty its an exception.
So jyeah , to sum it all up.
They remind me of her ,

Miley "slutty" Cyrus

Hard Earn-ship

Hey people, as you all know , I am now "making a living" by having a "steady job" somewhere. (Hah, i sound like someone who's already had a permanent job for years) Even though its only been about a week ive worked , but i've learned a few other things about life. About the lives of people who are hard to make it in this dog-eat-dog-world. So basically , what i've learnt is how difficult it is to find money and to make a living. Sure us kids dont have to worry a thing about money now because we have very own "atm" machines at home. Two infact, if you get what i mean. So lets look at it in another way, what about those people who works as construction workers , or your local Rotiman/Icecream man , or the people selling foods on the roadside everyday without fail ? I can Honestly say now , that I know how they feel now about making an income with their steady jobs (I suppose) I mean , for example , something very insignificant to us is very BIG to them. It's like, we get to eat McDonalds everyday and sometimes we get sick of it and tend to go for something bigger like ... Fridays ? or Chillis ? But to them; oh to even HAVE the opportunity to devour such dishes are sometimes a dream to them. Now im not saying that they're poverty stricken or poor or anything. I'm just saying that , its a rarity for them to enjoy some of the privilages the world has got to offer for them. Its especially haeder for them to get it EVERYDAY. So , now my point is children, be thankfull of what you have now and cherish everything your parents have got to offer you. Because they work hard for you and the least you could do is not complain or ask for anything more.

Toodles (:

May I Assist you ?

Good Morning/Afternoon/Evening/Night to my felow readers. First of all Happy Holidays to all excluding the Form 5's that is. Because they're still having their exams. Well , best of luck (:
So; moving on . Ive occupied my self with something to do for the holidays; and that is ... I got myself a JOB.
Oh jyeah , im employed now till now to end of december (: So wondering where im working ? Nothing much really but its a job , im working at the

Padini Concept Store of One Utama (New Wing)

So there , I have a job now. You know where to find me . BUT , its a concept store , which means , which DEPARTMENT could you find me in eyh ? Lets just say ,
That's for me to know, and you to find out ;)

Romeo & Juliet

So lately i've been listening to FAR too many love songs. The main one that caught my ears was
Love Story by Taylor Swift
And seriously , me being a typical girl , i felt that sadness about where could i ever find love again from any man. Loads of people tell me im too young to love , people say its a waste of time and its worthless and they'll say i dont know what love is and im just being very childish. Some of them are true but still , dont i deserve some Happiness for my life since my family is going through a tough time anyway. I've felt Love before and now i feel like having it again. Waiting for that One to come around aain and swoop me of my feet :) I know this may be just a fantasy , but i want it again. My past relationships have been very shitty and sucky .
Oh please , God make me find the man who could make me laugh again , cry again , smile again, feel again and most of all , please God make me find a man who i could love again and would never do harm to him or him do harm to me ):

Besides , everyone needs a little love story in their lives dont they ?

Remember me ?

Hello everyone. sorry for the UBER late delay of posting anything. recently ive had exams , and my laptop had been in the shop because it was spoilt. Anyhoo , alot went by , Open houses , outings and so one so forth. Tonight im not going to writee long either because i'm sleepy and tired. But heres a picture to entertain you all(:
Comments Needed.

Slithery Wonders.

Im going to cut everything ad get straight to the point. I HAVE A NEW FETISH ! Incase you dont know what fetish is , go look up the dictionary . Anyhoo , so recently i went to Ikano Power Center's Pet Safari. And yes , there were Birds , Dogs , Hamsters , Rabbits and more. But ! What really got my attention was this ...

Now this Ladies and Gentlemen is a Burmese Albyno Python ;D

This isnt a very clear picture. But I was handle-ing the snake very well. And i've grown a liking to it. Really :')

Sadly , I dont think im capable enough of owning one. Let alone a PYTHON. I mean , what am i going to do when it has grown around 10 -15 feet o.o ? Unless i get a Ball Python which only grows up to 5 feet. That aint so bad right ? *sigh*

BUUUUUTTT , there is this other snake that's rather easy to take care of. Which is the Green Tree Whip Snake

Isnt it adorable :D

The Green Tree Whip Snake only MAYBE grows up to only 4 feet. And they feed on insects , pinkie mice , mice and hmm ... Hamsters perhaps ? ;D I really really want the python , but i cant. So im just going to settle with this one. What do you think ? A python which is super sexy but will obviously grow big and occupy space or the cute little gree tree whip snake which would only feed for Mice only ?

But theres only one problem ... would my parents allow me to own such a thing as a domestic pet ?

Selamat Hari Raya ! (sorry for the late post, been very lazy to update -.-)

Anyways here are my raya photos for the year. ENJOY !

























Thats all folks ! :)

Give In and Accept All

Okay ive come to my senses. And im here to only say that , Ive Given in and apologize . YES, APOLOGIZE
Even though i think what i did was appropriate and not wrong(about the post)

Even though i think what i did was appropriate and not wrong(about the post) But yes , i did it. And yet , I still dont feel confident about anything at all. I dont know why im doing this , but i think at least ive done my part. However I dont feel true to myself. Why is this ? WHY ? Sometimes I just wish we could plan out how our lives are suposed to be. I sound like i'm craping alot here , but to some of you who truly understand me . Just know that , i can be unpredictable towards the crazy decisions in life i do :/

Toodles ;(

Say.

Hello my dear readers :) I bet some of you are guessing about what im going to say about next right ? Or some of you are just waiting for me to write another hate/discrimination post. Ahaha , no friend. I am now here going to talk about the most obvious topic someone would ever talk about which is ,

Love. It makes you do crazy things. Even when you're off guard

Regarding my last post, i have to admit that during the relationship i was in, i was willing to do anything for love. All of those (touching and stuff) , it was like a task to do for me to achieve love. It's stupid right ? But i mean , come on i'm pretty sure some of you have also had the same feeling i had during a relationship. You go far beyond everything for love. Even, even when you know what you're doing is wrong. Love makes you do everything regardless of whether its wrong or right , sane or insane or bad or good. It's because it's not really that easy to find it. It'll only come once in a blue moon. That is if you play your cards right :)

But the thing i dont get about love is , why cant the feeling just go away ? Why cant it be avoided ? Why cant we just ignore it ? Why cant we hate love ? Why does love exist anyway ? I guess its just because we cant trully find a replacement for it. I mean without love , life has no meaning . (to me lah or some people) Okay so even after a relationship , you tend to have the feeling of how hard it is to let go of the person you once loved right ? You'd still have the thought of "would we ever get back together ?" or "why did he/she leave me , i thought he/she loved me" or better yet , "why the **** am i doing this ? i still love him/her !" Not only that, love also makes think of the funny possibilities. Love also makes you hope for the better. Love makes people expect too much for life. Even when you know its all over and theres nothing you can do to get the feeling back ro theres nothing you can do to let go of the feeling. Some of you might be getting the hint on what im trying to say here right ? If some of you might not , let's just say its for a dear friend of mine :)

So , in the end , all of us have to find our own way to get out of love or try to find love. It doesnt matter. As long as YOU make yourself happy and not let anyone let you down on anything . Doesnt matter if its life, love , teenage angst etc. As long as , you think about what your benefitials in life are going to be and as long you feel good about yourself . Even after all the worng things youve done. Like they say , it's never too late to do anything for yourself , you just gotta be sure of what you're doing ;D

So till next time (:

p/s : this crossed out section is optional to read because im not sure if im really making any sence here.LOL. because im just saying whatever thats in my heart right now. and sorry for the cockyness of todays post. im just contemplating about something right now . Toodles.

You No Good Scum.

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Labels of Love ♥

Okay so this is going to be a random post about designer labels and basically what i dream of having one day.

1. Louis Vuitton the Ursula

This little beauty only costs a mere $2,200 which is equivalent to RM7000 ++ 0_0 The special thing i like about this bag is cute little handle and the buckle just got me there ! So if anyone of you happen to pass by the Louis Vuitton outlet in Starhill gallery or in KLCC , think of me can ? XD.

-MORE COMMING -

:D'''''' (drools)

FINALLY . GAWH.

Here's what I got today :D

I guess today can be one of the happiest moment in my life yet again :') . REALLY. infact , i kinda almost cried .But i think the sad part is . we havent gotten our uniform yet -.-. and we're only gonna get it next year. and it'll either be blue or green. i really want it to be green because blue seems so elementary D:

So .. thats all for today i guess. I noticed that lately my posts have been rather short and simple nowadays. Maybe its because i have less fun things to talk about now or nothing exciting happened in my life so far :/
Oh yeah , another new thing is , i changed my email . Its no more punk_r0ck92@hotmail.com Now its sofia-shahir@hotmail.com ive made it more simple and serious now. Ive been a loooooooooooooong way since i created my first email which was galaxie_princess. AHAHAHHA. Thats sooo , 4th grade-ish.

w-r-o-n-g

i recently had a spelling competition in my school. really nothing though. just the usual if-you-spell-it-wrong kinda contest. ahaha. one thing i remember from the contest was my convo with veron. and she asked "so , are you gonna include this in your blog ? " "ahaha . i guess so." "ahhaa, and are you gonna include the part where im saying this to you ?" " LOLZ . might aswell. ahahha" so yeah . thats all . i just took the time to write that .
in other news, tomorrow is the day where i get my prefect name tag . whoop-te-deee.
i wonder who'll be head prefect ? hmmm.
Toodles ;p

A Players Oath.

hello fellow readers . I'd like to take my time off to write the most hated type of men hated by all women which are ,

Players ;(

So , are you wondering why of the sudden topic ? Well actually the purpose is to warn all the readers about NOT to pick any guy who is like this . I mean truth be told they are someone you dont want to spend pouring your heart to. Not even a single drop would be worth a man like this. To some of you who has already had experience with men like this, honestly i congratulate you. Yes, CONGRATULATIONS. Because now you know the details of a man like this and certainly you are not likely to make another mistake ever again. (Or so i hope)

To some of you who HAVENT, please be aware .

These men will not take you seriously and will not have full commitment to you at all in a relationship.Take me for example. What i know is all they want is some bed action because of their strong lust desires. Men like these are full of lust and will not care if you're not pretty enough or "good" enough for them. By meaning "good" is a coke bottle/spanish guitar body , bountiful boobs and slut qualities. Disgusting. Not only that , they're just waiting to open up your virginity to them and toss you over to another man. Meaning , treating you like a recyclable item. Ugh. My reason of posting this is not because i want your sympathy or not creating any intentions of ruining a man's dignity. (Although types like these really need it) But its just a safety measure to all you ladies out there who've not yet encountered anyone like this.

So please , do yourself a favour by not mixing into the wrong groups of people and do NOT just simply fall inlove with a guy who's just hot on the outside. Look whats within a man . Look beyond those normal looking faces . I know they're not pleasent to looks at , but its their heart that we want . Isnt it (: ?

Right now , i feel sorry for any girl who's handling a player. She doesnt know whats ahead of her.

Thats all for today . And this has been a special message from your poster ,

*Sofia

16

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME ,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME ! ,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE FUCKTARD !!!
HAAAAAAPYYY BIRTHDAY TOOOO

MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

in other news , i got myself a Juicy Couture handbag and wallet , my OAG cd , my loverly fernando torres poster and ive used up my 500 bucks (:

and i had japanese food for my birthday .

honestly , all because of me , its been a crappy week and a crappy birthday :/

LIKE OMG.

HELLLOOO READERS.
yesh i know its been such a long long time since ive updated my blog . well i guess this is because soo many events happen at one time i just got caught with all of them and turned out to be too tired to wirte about them all over . so jyeah .
in order to tell you everything ill just write a small esaay about my week and previous weeks .

**on the 26th of July i went to my first annual prefect dinner in my life. form 4 is the first year that ive only started to become a prefect. being a prefect is honestly kinda ok-ay. i deserve a change in school so that why i wanted to be one .

here are a few pictures :)






# notice the white shall i had to wear the whole freakking night . it was so bothersom . the reason i had to wear it because my dress was "revealing". PFFT. like these teachers have never seen a bareback halter dress before in their life . at least my insides were covered. GAH !

***oh oh an before that , me and anirah went back to my hometown for awhile to release our stress and to follow my family go back . so went to kampung on friday noon and got back to selangor on a satruday evening . heh. it was tireing but worth it i suppose .

more updates coming up (:

COME ONE COME ALL !

Our last visit home. (part 3) END

our maid's humble abode.
the raggedy backyard
ooh,this is where i used to always measure my height =D
us packing :'(
and we're off. good bye good ol' USJ2/2H :')

so there you go folks. 3 longs posts of pictures of my previous home. come to think of it. i think its been a week since i visited the place . i sure miss it alot :')

Our last visit home. (part 2)

The living room and my dad
view from the front door.
ze stairs
the kitchen . that empthy space is where we used to put our fridge (:
cabinets and the sink. notice that the under sink cabinet is gone
our not-so-trusty oven. we couldnt use it for baking much cause it was busted :

where i lived with my sister for the past 15 years of my life (:
our trusty aircond. look , its not high tech one but it still works till now ! =D
our million dollar view from our window (:
toilet. f.y.i : we used that toilet for 15 years and we did not any warm water device thingy. COLD WATER ALL THE WAYY !
parents room
view from inside (:

alright i will continue somemore. im just too lazy to post all pictures now. so till next time (: