Jump for joy .

oh yes. and finally i have a part of my life back.
which is my dear ol' lappie and my handphone.
thank you mom and god .

so what have i been doing to past the time?
movie marathons . alone -_-

so first i watched :

1. Dan In Real Life
2. Stardust
3. Love actually
4. Wedding Date
5. Ella Enchanted
6. Horton hears a who
7. Superbad

mhhmmm. 7 movies. not bad eh .
i mean really i had nothing better to do . i was about to make a ROCK into my friend -_-

but after this ... temporary no-phone-and-no-laptop session.
i guess life aint so bad without it.
for instance no one bothers you on your cell . and you get to be with yourself and relax.
(:

Pure "bliss"

Hey guys this may be my last post of the month. or for the next 2 months.
because my laptop will be taken away for god knows how long.
and not only that . Im grounded.
so yeah ... cant go out , no internet , oh oh and my phones been taken away. mhhmm.

Why you ask ?
lets just say ... The Rebelious Life aint so bad ?

thats all (:

i'll just leave you to wonder what the hell i did wrong to deserve all this.
and truly , i really do deserve all this.
and i knew it was coming when i was doing it :/

hanging on a thread.

they would try to tell me something,

Oh, but I was hearing nothing

When they said you was just playing me

I didn't listenI didn't want to

You couldn't find a blinder fool

i've come to a point where im deceived by my surroundings.

there were many signs before but i didnt bother to look or listen.

even my closed ones warned me about what was going to happen.

I got to put the blame on myself

Should've known with everyone else

Just knowing they knew you was just bad news

I should've walked out (I should've walked out)

I should've stayed clear (I should've stayed clear)

and yet i didnt because i was blind. i kept thinking that it wont happen to me. i stayed on being dumb and kept hurting myself until theres no way of stopping this.

How many times, How many lies - Pussycat Dolls

03:51 AM

So I'm Still Up. Feeling Really Really Foolish About Myself. Great :/

crazy ambition.

So ive been thinking. (about my future)
and one of them involves these following reasons why this ambition came up to my mind ;)

1. I get to wear designer clothes all the time.
2. Get some of the hottest guys i want.
3. No longer struggle to find another because they'll all be COMING to me ;)
4. Get to be on the greatest catwalk of history.
*ooh you're gonna like number 5 (:*
5. Get to hear my exes who dumped me saying
"Oh my god is that Sofia? The sofia that i dumped? Fuck, she's a 'insert crazy ambition here' !!!''

hmm. so have you guessed on what this crazy ambition is ?
here. let me tell you ...

Mother, I'd like to be a Victoria's Secret Model.
or as they say it,
A Victoria's Secret Angel.

HAHAHAHA. really unbelievable.
but i highly doubt i'll get it because ...

1. im short.
2. im not hot/exotic enough.
3. i have a belly ):

but i mean just think, all those cute wing outfits. and sexy lingerie.

and the enormous fashion show .

its just a dream for me.

let me give you one good example :

HOW SEXIER CAN YOU GET? Honestly ;)

but still, this is in my ambition list.
and it got me thinking to start caring about my weight now and be more active in exercising.
i know you think im crazy. but hey,
you'll never know :D

incase one of you victoria secret models happen to stumble upon my blog.

Hear me out !

theme for today

the theme for today is . love makes you do the craziest things.
i dont understand why must this particular feeling has to be casted onto everyone ?
and how come eventually this feeling would just have your heart broken because of the someone you love.
but somehow we love having this feeling called love.
eventhough in the end its painful.
and whats more painful is the truth.
eventhough the truth is suppose to make you feel better. but sometimess it just doesnt.
no matter how you say it ... the way you say it ..

IT.JUST.REALLY.GETS.YOU.DOWN.

but then . you get caught up in this feeling and just be fooled enough to try and make it happen.
even when you know its not going to.
but , desperation comes and it makes you feel all better.
even when you have your hopes up. this feeling is just gonna let you down.
and the worst thing is.

YOU.JUST.CANT.HELP.IT

you become even more desperate to get this feeling and you'll end up hurting yourself.
and then trying comes. when you try, you're not diong the thing that you're supposed to DO.
you're just trying. not really putting to much effort.

so then whats left to do is.
you just ... accept the facts.

unexpected outing.

hello hello (:

so today i went out with Sue Anne and Zawir. which was fun. even though it didnt last long. but i had fun.

at first i dragged them to go buy things (:

1. went to popular to buy my Perdagangan work book. nerd much ahaha.
Zawir : how come buy perdagangan? tak cukup pandai ? =D
Sofia : -_-"


2. wento to big apple donuts to buy donuts for the sister. she kirim from home -_-
Zawir : I nak choreo !
Sofia : okay. what about you sue anne ? anything ?
Sue Anne : naah. its ... -interupted-
Zawir : on second thought i want this one ! =D


in the end i just got him the Choreo one. and i got Snowy for myself. *hint* its my favorite one (:
so then after we went to do the third errand.


3. buy achopping board, slicer and tomato puree.
Me and Sue Anne kinda felt like dumb blondes here. Ahaha. because we were like trying to find out where to get these household items. It's not that i dont know .. its just that we couldnt find them. So then I walked up to a guy and asked him for directions .
Zawir : ooh i so brave. I'm sixteeeeen =)

and then after we manage to get everything (besides the slicer because tak ada), went to the counter and paid.
Sooner after that Me and Sue Anne saw jian wai walking.
He was there celebrating an early mothers day dinner at Shogun.
ahaha. i think thats smart.


Thennn, all three of us went to 1901 to makan. well actually for Zawir to eat. because i wasnt hungry. so was sue anne.
while sitting down and chatting. Some of the utter most LAMEST jokes came out from Zawir.
ahaha. they were quite funny la. but so lame that ... i couldnt remember them (:


Then go jalan jalan and Zawir left. So it was only me and Sue Anne left wandering OU.
didnt do much after he left. but, me and sue anne were almost gonna go get our eye brows waxed. ahahaa. but then no time.

So ... i made a decision to do a bikini/Brazillian wax during the Hols (:

with sue anne along ! ngahaha. sure sakit gilaaa.

p/s : people, dont judge her.

Freedom (:

i have talk things through with the people involved with the previous 'mean' post ive wrote.
and have told them how bad i feel. so now im glad to say ... FINALLY !

honestly , i guess i myself wouldnt like to be holding grudges with people.
and it turns out . i wont be holding any for now (:

and now i feel so very very Free (:

out of the ordinary.

Hello fellow readers.

as you know its been terribly long since ive updated. but here's what ive achieved so far (:

I ... went .. OUT !

and these events are really rare for me. this is because of the "ulu" place i live in now.

ahaha.

So today Me,Sara,Sha Ting, Stanton and Nabilah went to Pyramid. to lepak and originally Sara was supposed to go without me. But i felt bored and i guess mom gave me a "reason" to go there eventually. ahahhaa.

Catched up on alot of things. and talked about random stuff. it was a relief for me to actually be able to communicate with old friends rather than the usuall treatment i get in my new school.

Jangan terasa Anirah. im not talking about you okay ! you've been the best treatment (:

Oooh and Nabilah thought me something new !

Turns out theres this place where you can eat for free. serious !

Heres how it goes .. you go inside a kedai Assam . then just try their FREE testers. ahaha.

surprisingly you'll get out of the store feeling full. eventhough the testers are tiny.

Atleast we're not stealing :p

Ohkay so to cut the story short. Eventually me and sara separated from the gang.

which we didnt want to do on purpose.

after we separating. me and sara walked around to look at more clothes.

and i ended up buying shoes and 2 clothes.

i felt please (:

and these are the only pictures i had fro the day.

i was trying on a shoe

And it fits !

*credits goes to Stanton for taking such good pictures . ngehehe.

**theres an update on a previous "famous" post of mine.